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I think you probably need some therapy to help deal with some of your issues. It's not that your feelings aren't normal, it's just that since they're holding you back they need to be dealt with.
If you truly truly want to marry your fiancee then you can't let your current job situation overrule that desire. Even if you had a great job now there's no guarantee a few years down the road your situation won't change. Marriage is supposed to be for "thick and thin". Sometimes that starts before the vows.
Good Luck!
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