Hi, my name is Joseph... and I have a problem.

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It's just that we don't usually get so much personal information from a new poster.

And this isn't a site where people solicit hook-ups. You may want to delete your post -- there is a bit of personal information in there.

[adpiucf]

Adding on-- to help your depression: take a break from the ladies and get in with some new friends who don't suck.

DC has a lot going on for young people-- Young Repubs/Dems, volunteer groups, intramural sports (kickball is pretty popular), etc. Try something like that.

A new job might be in order, too-- maybe you will move somewhere else, go back to school, etc.

Sorry if you're having a bad time of it. Sh*t happens, but you have to pull yourself up. If all else fails, talk to a shrink-- can help you balance out priorities and figure out why it seems like the people around you keep failing you.