Nerves...

[CardinalXO]

Hi Sewlovely, don't stress so much. Remember what you said about rush not being too competitive and that there are still other organizations that you would enjoy getting involved in whether or not you accept a bid. You should really be going into this process as a great opportunity to meet people and make friends at your new school in all of the chapters, no matter where you accept a bid! I am also a fairly reserved person but something that helped me was coming up with a couple of funny stories to tell (even if I had to exaggerate a bit) if things got awkward. I am not even sure if I told any of them but it made the whole experience easier on my peace of mind to know that I had something to fall back on.