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Originally Posted by NiaX
Dear Lord,
Many things have happened over the course of a few months. What did I do that warranted these actions? I don't know if my faith has grown, so I don't know if I have even thought about the goodness that you will bring. I know I am not you so I do not know what you will do or how you will do it. I just know I am hurt and angry moreso at myself and I want to know will those parts in my life be restored. Also, I don't know if I am hearing your voice or praying correctly so I can hear your voice. I hope that all these points are delays and not denials.
The current point that has me hurt, Lord, is something I really know I reacted improperly due to miscommunication. I hurt the other party and after humbling myself, I saw everything. I want the other party to forgive me, and to grow with me. I am human, and I showed how human I was repeatedly. Lord, show me what I can do to be back in the other party's good graces, and to rebuild their trust and love. I have been repenting my ignorance of the miscommunication, but is that enough? Something wasn't right, and I am trying to correct it...and I also pray that the re-connection is in your will. I hope that at this time the re-connection is a delay and not a denial. I just want to hear from you, Lord.
Your ever progressing student
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Nia X...from one KY native to another...we all make mistakes...that is what makes us human. And the fact that you realized the error of your ways and admitted it is very mature. However, that is ALL you can do. If the individual refuses to accept your apology, then that is an issue that has nothing to do with you. But anyway...holla back!