I can kind of relate to you. After big lil revealing and up to when I got initiated my big hanged out with me 0 times. My big did get me occasion presents...from a dollar store which she told me without any sense of guilt. When I tried to get her to hangout with me she's just too busy. I got my big a very nice present for my initiation/her birthday/Xmas present just because I wanted to be a good lil.
Then I just gave up on trying to do anything with my big anymore I told myself that when I pick up I'll do everything my big didn't do. She's getting better now she'll sometimes send my Facebook messages just to see if I was ok. But tbh, if you get neglected by your big, just don't try anymore wait for her to come around.
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