I'll keep you updated

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I do know what I want, but often times it can come out a bit "explosive" like I would tend to get excited over the littlest things that get me happy and I'm afraid that freaks the introverted person out or they start thinking I'm crazy. I don't want to act like a
complete opposite. I say what I say is on my mind(not always a good thing

) and do things that can sometimes seem obsessive. Then when I realize what I am doing, it can be too late. I see the look on the other person's face like I'm a freak.
I can't control myself especially when I'm happy and comfortable, but for an introverted person it might scare them. So when I'm with him, it takes an enormous amount of control to just relax, nod, smile and keep my voice to a minimum, and not wave my arms around like a mad person.

Maybe we are not compatible...