Confessions...

BellaSF · #1 11-04-2006, 11:46 AM

My biggest fear is becoming a bum, I sometimes dislike my older sister with a great passion because my mother babies her. My mother purchased 3 vehicles for her everytime she broke them or was repossessed, while I had to purchase my 1st vehicle all by myself. I fend for myself while everything is given to my older sister. I'm 20 going on 40! I'm SO afraid of failure...I don't think I could handle it. I'm a second year nursing student and all of the classes are more difficult as I advance in the program. I secretly want to quit nursing school sometimes but I don't and will not because my dream is to become a nurse. Sometimes I feel that I am not worthy of love & affection even though I know I am! I'm just a nut case at times!

I'll be back with Part 2.

GodlyAspiringDr · #2 12-23-2006, 08:27 PM

I decided to post here after reading one of the other threads...

About 8 years ago, I got involved with this dude that had a girlfriend - but I didn't care because I had a fiance (I know, I know... Issues...). After much drama (and I do mean drama)... Ole' dude and I had the nerve to stay together and we got married a few years ago... The fam' was not too happy about the union but they've learned to accept it. And somehow we're still together...

This is my confession...

BellaSF · #3 12-30-2006, 11:53 PM

I've known a certain friend that'll I'll call Marine since I was in the 10th grade(5 yrs). We had a mutual crush but neither of us voiced it so we wouldn't destroy our friendship. I lost contact w/ him 4 a couple of years. We reunite on Myspace & I find out he joined the Marines & is stationed on the other side of the country. When we meet face-2-face sparks fly, but again we do nothing because he's stationed on the other side of the country. He ends up marryin' a woman 10 yrs his senior that he's only known for 2mnths! She's been in Italy for 3 mnths now and they've only been married for 5 mnths. He told me that he wished he waited longer to wed. I know he still has feelings for me because he becomes jealous when I talk about other men but of course he doesn't admit it. I secretly wish that he would divorce her and come be with me. Selfish I know...but I believe he may be my soulmate. Plus that would explain the mess my love life has been in "since the 10th grade."

Wonderful1908 · #4 12-31-2006, 02:13 AM

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Originally Posted by BellaSF

I've known a certain friend that'll I'll call Marine since I was in the 10th grade(5 yrs). We had a mutual crush but neither of us voiced it so we wouldn't destroy our friendship. I lost contact w/ him 4 a couple of years. We reunite on Myspace & I find out he joined the Marines & is stationed on the other side of the country. When we meet face-2-face sparks fly, but again we do nothing because he's stationed on the other side of the country. He ends up marryin' a woman 10 yrs his senior that he's only known for 2mnths! She's been in Italy for 3 mnths now and they've only been married for 5 mnths. He told me that he wished he waited longer to wed. I know he still has feelings for me because he becomes jealous when I talk about other men but of course he doesn't admit it. I secretly wish that he would divorce her and come be with me. Selfish I know...but I believe he may be my soulmate. Plus that would explain the mess my love life has been in "since the 10th grade."

That is a confession.....

BabyBlue91 · #5 12-31-2006, 01:34 PM

While doing some business rounds with some colleagues in October, I met a gentleman. I thought nothing of it then, but when we met one on one a couple of weeks later I went home absolutely sprung ... and have been ever since!

Right now my husband is in grad school (this weekend the cycle starts all over again) and most of the time I am alone with my thoughts of Mr. Sprung.

In November I bought a pretty negligee that to this date still has the tags on it. This week I bought sexy underwear, something I hadn't done in years and have never done in all the years I've been with DH.

I haven't thought about being with anyone else in almost six years. I know if it's meant to be, it will happen, but I can't help but wonder ...

Someone needs to hose me down because I have never been this hot for anyone!

GodlyAspiringDr · #6 12-31-2006, 01:55 PM

@ BabyBlue

Girl don't let that new image and new body have you acting crazy and not using your good judgement...

The hot flashes are temporary, but your hubby's love is eternal...

But it is kind of exciting to fantasize, huh?!

Keep chanting to yourself - I'm a good girl... I'm a good girl... and then go give hubby a hug

kiml122 · #7 12-31-2006, 06:56 PM

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Originally Posted by BabyBlue91

While doing some business rounds with some colleagues in October, I met a gentleman. I thought nothing of it then, but when we met one on one a couple of weeks later I went home absolutely sprung ... and have been ever since!

Right now my husband is in grad school (this weekend the cycle starts all over again) and most of the time I am alone with my thoughts of Mr. Sprung.

In November I bought a pretty negligee that to this date still has the tags on it. This week I bought sexy underwear, something I hadn't done in years and have never done in all the years I've been with DH.

I haven't thought about being with anyone else in almost six years. I know if it's meant to be, it will happen, but I can't help but wonder ...

Someone needs to hose me down because I have never been this hot for anyone!

OH MY!!!!! BB91, I have a question for you? Is your husband overweight, or is he "normal" weight? I ask this because I'm wondering if you are seeing this guy with your new weight and newfound good feelings about yourself and wanting to step out there because of the new you, but I'm saying slow down...he he he, your husband was there thru the ups, and now the downs....he he he

BabyBlue91 · #8 12-31-2006, 08:49 PM

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Originally Posted by kiml122

OH MY!

I've PM'd you!

delph998 · #9 12-31-2006, 10:46 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by BabyBlue91

While doing some business rounds with some colleagues in October, I met a gentleman. I thought nothing of it then, but when we met one on one a couple of weeks later I went home absolutely sprung ... and have been ever since!

Right now my husband is in grad school (this weekend the cycle starts all over again) and most of the time I am alone with my thoughts of Mr. Sprung.

In November I bought a pretty negligee that to this date still has the tags on it. This week I bought sexy underwear, something I hadn't done in years and have never done in all the years I've been with DH.

I haven't thought about being with anyone else in almost six years. I know if it's meant to be, it will happen, but I can't help but wonder ...

Someone needs to hose me down because I have never been this hot for anyone!

Check your PM.

BabyBlue91 · #10 01-01-2007, 03:19 PM

I just got an email from my last crush (before I started dating DH). We used to work for the same company and had not spoken in about three years. He has since moved south to be with family. What is going on?