Confessions...

[BellaSF]

I've known a certain friend that'll I'll call Marine since I was in the 10th grade(5 yrs). We had a mutual crush but neither of us voiced it so we wouldn't destroy our friendship. I lost contact w/ him 4 a couple of years. We reunite on Myspace & I find out he joined the Marines & is stationed on the other side of the country. When we meet face-2-face sparks fly, but again we do nothing because he's stationed on the other side of the country. He ends up marryin' a woman 10 yrs his senior that he's only known for 2mnths! She's been in Italy for 3 mnths now and they've only been married for 5 mnths. He told me that he wished he waited longer to wed. I know he still has feelings for me because he becomes jealous when I talk about other men but of course he doesn't admit it. I secretly wish that he would divorce her and come be with me. Selfish I know...but I believe he may be my soulmate. Plus that would explain the mess my love life has been in "since the 10th grade."