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I'm sorry but if I've "worn" you out, you're free to leave. And you should also keep in mind that you all know more about me than my sisters do, since they only care about some good gossip, and I've been too terrified of their reaction to talk about things such as my miscarriage, which I NEVER asked anyone to understand. But when I told my roommate, she just hugged me and listened. That's all I want from the rest of my chapter.
I've acknowledged where I've had fault in this chapter and in my situation. But I'm sorry, it is not entirely my own fault. I have tried to reach out to sisters, and not just for serious conversations, but just to chat, and I have always been turned down. And it gets so exhausting to keep trying to reach out, when I'm the only one doing so. Someone should be trying to reach out to me, too. It's a two-way street.
As far as finding a new therapist - I really can't, since I'm using one of the school's free therapists. I have never said, "my problem is really really bad and nobody appreciates how hard it is." The fact that I'm even in therapy should show that I'm TRYING to get better, but I don't have a support system, which only makes the process more difficult.
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