Picked the wrong house? Help

[flower78]

Hi guys. I'm new to the forum and greek life as a whole, so please be patient with me. I just completed rush last weekend and got a bid from a house I liked. When we had pref though, I narrowed it down to that house and another house which I hadn't liked too much in any of the previous events. That all changed though. I started to see another side of them, but I had gotten stuck with the same girl throughout the last three days of the more one-on-one events.

Okay.. this will get confusing so I'll just call house A the one I accepted a bid from, and House B the other house on pref day.

I had met close to 10 girls of the house A and I liked them all, so I picked them over house B. It was an unfair decision, though, because I simply hadn't met enough girls in B to make a truly informed decision.

With an unfortunate twist of events, I've gotten very sick with the flu after rush and have been down this whole week. I have missed an invite and a retreat due to that. I even saw my big sis at the doctor where I was about to die and she didn't even say anything but smile and wave. I can't help but think that the girl at the other house would have already brought me soup or at least wished me to feel better. They had a completely different vibe about them. I really felt like a sister there. With house A, I just feel like nobody. And now that I've missed some of the most crucial beginning events, I feel like I'll never belong there.

Am I going completely insane or is this a legit issue? I just wish I could have gotten to meet more girls at B so this wouldn't be driving me so crazy. Thanks in advance!