COB discouragement

Hi ! I’m Keri and i’ve been feeling so discouraged. i went through formal fall recruitment in september and dropped the morning of preference. although i had one chapter i was really interested in i knew there was multiple i could see myself in, however the morning i got my schedule i’ve been released/dropped from every single sorority i liked. i decided to try fall cob and had two sororities reach out to me however after a week i have not heard back and my friends already got invited back to their events. i just feel discouraged and that i’ll never find a house that i’ll truly be happy in and enjoy. i’m reluctant to try winter or spring cob as i always get disappointed. it’s more frustrating when you’re always having good conversations and know multiple girls in a chapter and still don’t hear back. i just wanted some advice from the greek community about their cob experience or rush in general.