Want to choke the hell outta an officer(s)

[lifesaver]

UGH! OK, so I am an alum member of my chapter. We have our consultant visit next week. Most of the officers have been doing a reasonable job getting ready for it. But there are a few who dont give a crap and its frustrating.

Heath, the recruitment coordinator. I had served as the RC for 3 semesters. I offered to meet with him to go over hi standards and paperwork, he kept giving me excuses as to why he couldnt. Heath is a JI. Just got initiated in the summer. Hes never evn met a consultant and hes trying to tell me he knows whats up and how to play it. I'm like, "Fu*k you, what do you know?" I wanted to blacken his eye right there. (the part that chapps my arse is this is the same kid who was telling me a week ago how he wants to go for a recruitment award. Apparently he is so dumb he cant wrap his puny mind around the concept that the eval form the consultant is pretty closely tied to the award.) UGH.

Then Kris asks me for a ride to the car dealership today. So I give him one and I ask him (hes our VP, and in charge of Public relations) "do you have the welcome packet for the consultant?" Hes like no. I was like you need to go to the welcome center, get a folder, maps and his parking permit. SO as soon as he gets here it looks like we know what the hell were doing. Hes like "Um, someone else will take care of it." Oh really. He then tells me, "I dont give a $hit what Indy (where our HQ is) thinks of us." To which I tell him, "Who the fu*k are you to decide that? If you have one undergrad in the chapter who does care, then it is your obligation to care. You were elected to handle these things for us." Hes like um, ok. Totally blowing me off. UGGGGGG.

This visit is really important because we finally are in a position to get an above average rating for the first time in chapter history (we are the perpetual avg chapter) whis is in line with our (chapters)goal to have an excellent rating in the next 2 years. So this visit is important.

So Should I not care? Thes guys are ungrateful, they dont realize the crap we went to to get here. We are so close. Why am I so invested? I graduate in May. I should be drunk right now. I am stressing over this and several guys are just "whatever." I AM NOT EVEN AN OFFICER, just a member of the Housing Corp. I know all of ya'lls have had the urge to choke the hell outta a brother/sister over $hit like this before. How did you cope?