Soror,
you do have a WAY with words, sometimes...
Anyway,
God's child...you will be fine! We all have our Season, in time, your Season will come where the right person will be "delivered" unto you.
At the same time...one of my assistants, a few years ago told me while "in the valley"

and I will tell you the same thing...
God's child, you better "LOVE who LOVES YOU!"