you definately need to get help. it's not healthy to be that obsessive about your life. sounds like either a bit of obsessive compulsive disorder or anxiety or a bit of both. i'm not a doctor so i can't say for sure. just a guess.
although, it may be a helpful thing if you really want to regain control over your life. it will help you balance your life even more if you do get control over your emotions. once you regain control in that area, you will be able to relax in others.
please don't get me wrong, it's good to be slightly obsessive over major things such as school and work, but when it gets down to the small things in life it's not very good to be overly obsessive.
like the old saying goes, "don't make a mountain out of a mole hill."
shelley j
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