Shine, My heart goes out to you!
It was very hard on me when My Mother Passed Away and still is after 4 years! I still tear up over Her, she was a very special Lady!
I think, if there is a way that maybe you can stay as a Member of Your Org. it might be good to look into!
Alum Status, or Temporary Status!
Check it out! Please! Under the circumstances, I feel there may not be a problem. You worked hard to get your Active Badge and Status. Do not throw it away!
Are You Welcome on G C, A resounding YES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Luv Ya, and Hang In There!
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