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Originally posted by AlphaSigLana
Oops I should have mad that more clear-- by ex bf I meant EX BEST FRIEND-Liz,.
I am so pathetic, on my campus they have movie night and tonight they showed Mr. Deeds and when he makes a special date with his girl so he can ask her to marry her--I began to cry bc all I could think of was the fact that no guy will ever do that for me(by this time I've had 4 beers). Now all my friends want toknow what's wrong and I feel like such an idiot so I cant' tell them," The movie really made me think of how no man will ever love me the way I would love them. Either I meet guys that have had long term relationships(which I have never had) or I meet guys that are unattracted to me." So no way am I going to tell my girl friends (the 2 I have in Fl) nor will I tell my Guy friends for sure.
I've felt this way since high school--lonely!!! I want a guy to love me so bad and I can't explain it-- bc I have a close relationship with my dad and I know sometimes on tv they say poor relationships with fathers cause problems with relationships.
This is no way a pity party for me. I think that I am severley depressed, but I really don't want medication or counseling.
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As for your best friend, Liz, she's still an EX! If she can't be mature enough to be civil to you, then SCREW HER. It's her loss.
Please don't feel bad... you're still really young! There's somebody out there for you.
And hey, we can have a pity party if you want to. Break out the Ben&Jerry's!
XOXO,
Annie.
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