I depledged a sorority at school last semester. I'm currently a junior now. I haven't stopped thinking about what would have happened if I hadn't depledged and just stuck through it. I was doing terrible in school and had to drop a class, also failing 2 other exams I took while pledging. I only had a week left of pledging when I did decide to depledge. I just want to stop thinking about this sorority and seeing how much fun the girls are having and wondering what would have happened. I love Greek life and all it has to offer but my grades suffered because of it. I have tons of dreams too about me being in the sorority or me begging them to take me back. What do I do?