Yep. It's inevitable on Greekchat that someone will piss on someone's dreams for "the fun of it."
She's posting something that has been answered in 1000 other threads, and she's previously sought self-validation here. Searching for sunshine blowers.
OP, I don't think you're being stupid for wanting to rush again. I do think you're "being stupid" (OP's own terms) for looking to an internet message board to validate your choices in life.