DSpi:
Thanks for answering my question about what you'd do if you were no longer interested in business and your understanding of a lifetime commitment.
You're defending and explaining your organization here but that confidence and understanding should be saved for your in-person assocations. Just don't get cocky and tell the members of the organization you're pursuing that they have it "twisted and flip flopped."
Oh and you're clownable as far as many people are concerned because you, among other things, boast of a difficult pledge process and crossing for a business fraternity. This is why your representation of your business fraternity has gone beyond just sporting a jacket. You were quick to assert that NPHC orgs are in fact copying white fraternities, you need to scratch that cocky line of reasoning if you really want to be taken seriously as an NPHC sorority aspirant. Some of the things that you are doing with your business fraternity are more often associated with NPHC orgs and you knew that before you came to GC to ask us this question.
So don't think it's just because you're a black female who has "gone against the grain." You aren't really going against the grain in a general sense (maybe on your campus you were) as much as you are just attaching a lot of meaning to a business fraternity affiliation. Blacks do stuff like that all the time on some campuses. So don't feel too much like a unique trailblazer in that regard.