FWIW, a friend of mine once said something that became my mantra years ago, especially when it comes to doing something alone v. something with others: If you go somewhere and you don't have a good time, you have nobody to blame but yourself.
No matter where you are, or who you are with (or not), you need to be comfortable enough with yourself to handle it.
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