Rushing again

wow! I missed a lot of posts while gone.

I understand the negativity that some girls feel towards me and what I have stated but I never said that I was not personally offended. I do feel as if some people have been frank, which is great-I need to hear the truth. But I also feel as if some people have been down right rude.
I did state that if I went through rush again, I would go into it with an open mind and like someone said, chapters can change through the pledge classes. However, I do not take back that the two sororities will take anyone. They have the most girls coming to their houses during rush because they do not cut anyone and they have the biggest pledge classes. I of course do not know why they do that but that is NOT the reason I, in the past, did not feel as if it were a right fit for me.

Why should I have taken a bid from a sorority where I most likely would not have felt comfortable? Yes, there is that chance that I would have loved it, but from the girls I know in the sororities and from rush week I do not feel it would have been a good fit for me just as the other sororities who dropped me thought that I would not have been a good fit for them at that time.

I like constructive, honest, criticism, and telling me I sound stuck up and pointing out why so I can fix that is fine. But I came here for your personal opinions and advice and I thank you for that, but I do not need to be harassed via the internet for the decisions I have made in the past.

However, I do have to thank everyone for responding because, although some posts may be against me and whatever I have done/choose to do, they will help me make my decision with everything you all have said to me in mind.