Ok... so long story short, my best friend ( "C", best friends, practically lived together, shared everything) is now with my exboyfriend ("J", we were together for over a year and ended on very amicable terms). He was friends with all of my sisters, etc but C and him were close. A month after we broke up, she called me and told me that they were together. In fact, they were together when I went to visit and he and I hooked up again. She forgave him
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My point is... it's been a year since I found this out. I've tried to talk to her, she still tries to email me and talk to me, but now I just can't. I hate her. I hate everything about her.
The worst part is, she hung out with my sorority so often, and was in grad school, that I nominated her to be an honorary sister. She's with MY sisters all the time, and it makes me so effing sick, and yes, she's still with him. My close friends that are sisters tolerate her... hang out from time to time and she goes to functions, formals and stuff.
I can't get past it, but I want to. I feel its this awful weight on my shoulders.
Has anyone been in this situation? I feel like I've tried everything, and I feel like I just might need time, but I feel it eating away at me and I'm wondering if anyone has been through this or has advice or to tell me to just shut up... idk lol... I think my friends are sick of hearing me talk about this!
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