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i cant go all around the united states. i'm begging my mom to even let me apply to NIU. there are a bunch of large schools in louisanna(sp?) and some in missouri, and illinois. so mainly out west. I cant go to any school in north Carolina( i didnt take 4 yrs of HS math) which sucks, b/c they are such great schools. a lot of schools in VA which is where i live, dont have my program there...
and yes, any school that i look at i am going be very pickey about the education. that is why its so hard. like...I want to be a Communications major with a concentration in Media Studies(films, TV, etc etc) so far i've found a couple of schools. If i could go to penn state, dude i'd go there in a heart beat, but i dont have the grades for the school.
but the reason I am leaving is not b/c of the sorority if thats what you all are thinking..damn those girls are what made me survive my last semester at my school.
My school was just extremely unmotivating.it would basically accept all the druggies and people in HS who didnt give a shit. you would NOT believe how many people dropped out..its awful. I on the other-hand am not one of those people. I chose the school, b/c A) i didnt know that those kind of ppl were there an B) it was the largest school i was accepted to, so i wanted to take a challenge(it ending as not being one) my school consisted of 4,000 students and only 1,000 living on campus. So i basically knew everyone. saw the same people at parties, places on campus (or lack there of) were always empty. It just felt like HS to me b/c i come from such a large HS. plus everyone also went home on the weekends(including sorority sisters, so we never did nething on the weenkends) , it was just boring and depressing. and im not only one who thinks that about my school either.* im not going to say my school either**
I just feel like if i dont go to a school with my sorority that i'll be stuck. you know? not knowning anyone. everyone will be set in their ways that it seems like no one will want to make a new friend. but if i go into a school with my sorority and its a 50/50 that they'l accept me, then i at least have a base of people. I dont hae to get along with every single sister..ur not supposed to get along with everyone but see what I am saying. and i guess because my school didnt have any organizations i dont really know whats out there.
i hope everyone understands, and not attack me anymore.
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