This is gonna sound so stupid... but I'm worried...

[H0neymoon]

Ok, before I whine on, I'm gonna say that this is gonna sound crazy and superficial and barely worth talking about, but it's something I'm worried about and I figured you guys were the best people to ask, since you live it. Ok here goes...

I've always been the 'good-lookin-girl' of the group and have never had a problem attracting guys, so I guess, in a way, I've grown accustomed to getting a lot of attention. I've heard that being a part of a sorority brings out insecurities in everyone and can lead to all sorts of problems.. depression, bullimia, etc, But what's it really like... is it really like every girl is stunning and internally it's like you are fighting a battle of the beauties?

I sound materialistic and shallow, probably because deep down I am... and I know that being a part of a sorority means so much more than this, and I totally completely respect that, and there are so many amazing aspects of sorority life and what being a sister really means which draws me to future sisterhood. But this, for some reason, has been playing on my mind for the last few days and I've needed reassurance from friends and boy 'friends'.. it's pathetic really, I know. I guess it's just coming from London, England I don't really know what to expect. I'm probably just freaking out about settling in and stuff like that.

Anyway, I had to get that out of my system. Thanks for listening anyway. You guys have been really helpful since I joined this forum!! xxx