Dreams that make no sense
Maybe some of you can answer this....
Lately I have had two dreams that have been freaking me out. The night before Christmas I had a dream. In it I was sitting in a living room on a couch with a Swedish girl I've been involved with in the past, I had a set of headphones on her stomach and I was playing a cd that was classical Piano music. She was pregnant. I remember the Piano cd in particular, it was called Piano classics and it had a black cover on the face of the cd. I was letting the baby listen to the music while I felt it moving. Now, if that wasn't wierd enough....Christmas day I was opening up presents with my family and I grabbed one of gifts that was in my stocking (Yes, my mom still gives me stocking stuffers). I opened it and my mouth dropped, my eyes were big and I felt like I couldn't breathe. It was that very same piano cd that was in the dream. A few hours later I told my mother about the dream I had and about the cd. For some reason she seemed happy about it. And what makes things even more weird is that my mother has never bought me a music cd out of the blue because she says she doesn't know anything about the music I like. She said that she was walking past a music store in a mall and something told her to go in and look for a cd for me. The fact that she picked out that same one I had in my dream has been freaking me out. However, I thinks its the second dream that has been freaking me out even more.
In my second dream I was floating over an ocean and came upon a rocky shore with a jagged coastline. At a peak on top of one of the tallest mounts I saw three flags as I was approaching. They were an American flag, a German flag and a Swedish flag. Then suddenly I found myself standing on the peak with the three flags behind me. I was over looking a sea to the right of me. I looked behind me and then I saw my father and both of my grandfathers standing side by side watching me. I remember looking at them and hearing one of my grandfathers tell me in German to have the courage to grasp what is mine. I looked at my other grandfather who told me to always remember who I am. Then I looked at my father and he grabbed me by the arm and turned me around. Before me were three buildings, tall buildings that were at least 10 stories high. Each building was of different construction and was named after me. One of them looked like a building I know of back home in Palm Beach, another looked like a building I've seen on the waters edges on the bay of Stockholm and the other looked like a building I know of in downtown Obertsdorf, Germany next to a church.
The second dream freaks me out because after i saw those three buildings I close my eyes and put my head in my hands. When I woke up I was standing at a podium at each of their funerals while speaking to the crowds. That is what freaks me out the most. Being the oldest of only two males between both sides of my family, I've been loosing sleep at nights over it. A couple of people on here have known about a health issue my father has, one that is terminal. One of my grandfathers at this moment is ill, the one who lives in Germany and whom I'm close with. He has a type of bone cancer.
Since both of these dreams I've had trouble sleeping at nights. I don't know what to think of either of them and then the coincidences that have been occuring and connections I make between the dreams and my life. Have any of you ever experienced something like this? If so, how have you dealt with it? And how would you percieve dreams such as the ones I've had?
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