I hope I didn't scare anyone. I feel like I just shot myself though. This morning I just broke up with my boyfriend of two 1/2 years. I thought he would one day be my husband. No he didn't get back with his baby mama (cause he doesn't have one), or go to prison for armed robbery. Actually he is a good guy who doesn't drink , smoke or cuss, has a good job and a degree. He goes to church and is very much a gentlemen. So I am sure someone is asking "Why the hell did you let him go?" Well, I just realized that we will probably never be one the same page about life. His wants and needs are so very different from mine.
I am having a hard time with this because I can't guarantee that I will ever find a man with those qualities again. Has anyone ever had to break up with someone they loved just because they knew they were wasting each others time? It hurts because he apologized for not being a better person but he is a good man with a good heart. I feel like I let go of something certain and I am afraid I will never find it again.
Advice would be greatly appreciated.
faith is knowing when you step into darkness there will be solid ground underneath or God will teach you to fly.
I just shot myself
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