HOW COME RRa Kelly has nice songs on his CD, but I just can't buy it?

[RedefinedDiva]

HC I was watching the Daytime Emmy Awards?
HC they did a tribute to Mr. Rogers?
HC I had to choke back tears?
HC I miss Mr. Rogers?
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HC I am going to attempt to conquer my fears tomorrow?
HC I am going to Six Flags?
HC I am scared of rollercoasters?
HC I am going to ride them tomorrow?
HC I MUST do it?
HC I MUST!!?
HC I have to live a little?
HC I have to stop being so afraid of things?
HC I am not scared of heights?
HC I am not scared of the ride itself?
HC the part that scares me is that I fear my seat won't lock and I'll fall out?
HC I know that's crazy?
HC I am trying to get over that?
HC I need encouragement?

HC the other TERRIFYING fear that I have is of dying?
HC it scares me because I don't know what happens after?
HC because I have no control over it it scares me?
HC I can't shake the feeling?
HC I have so many questions?
HC I just God?
HC it is hard for me sometimes?
HC I just have the feeling that I ALWAYS have to be in control?
HC I think that I have "trust issues"?
HC that's a Dr. Phil term?
HC I should call him?
HC while I'm playing, I have been wanting to talk to a therapist?
HC a sista needs some help sometimes?
HC there is ALWAYS an article in Essence, Ebony, Heart & Soul, etc. about how brothas and sistas need to cut the "taboo" of seeing therapists?
HC I feel better just talking to you girls (and guys that drop by!)?

HC Y'all need to pray for me?