James is right!! Aniexiety is a Bitch, been there also! Was going to bite the end of a gun Barrell, called my best friend who is a COP and talked me off of the wall! Still got all of the weapons as an ex-cop too!
Living through drugs aint the best way at all, I dont like asprin!
If You need some help getting together right now, there are many people on GC who have great ears to talk to and are more than willing to help.
Just at the beckon and call!!!
We are here for you! K?