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I'm really really trying not to let it be more than it is. But I really don't know how to do that...I'm a passionate person, when I like something, I really like it. So to just turn off liking him is not that easy for me. And it irritates me to no end that I let it get to this point- one of my New Year's resolutions was to not hook up with guys who aren't my boyfriend. But Josh started before New Year's and I'm way too attatched now to end it based on that. Anyway, I don't have much to say about the whole thing I guess. I'm really excited for us to hang out on Valentine's Day...he knows that I have a plan of what's going to occur in the bedroom that night, and I think I'm going to tell him that, in order for that to happen, he needs to develop a plan of something we can do that involves being out of the bedroom and not doing something sexual. Going to the beach, movies, food, whatever. I just don't think I'll want to be intimate with him on that particular day unless I feel like we have some minute basis in something besides our mutual attraction to eachother.
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