PNM's over age 25....(questions and some musings)

[misscherrypie]

Whoever the poster who asked me if I was thinking of "creating" my own sorority in some other thread.....I wasn't then and choosing the Greek letter equivalent of my University's Initials to hold close to my heart does NOT equal creating a sorority.....but I guess that going Greek was something that just wouldn't let go, as I figured out. I'll get over it in time...I'm sure....

Then again, I look at it as like this: Everyone who attends my school is forever known as part of the Wolf Pack Nation...we have lovely traditions and rituals....which I will remember forever. (I still have the half burnt candle from the Welcome Ceremony the week before classes began....and my T-Shirt from "Running of the Wolves" when all incoming students ran across the Football field before kickoff at the first home game.) and more still to come (I still look forward to going with my personal plan to dress up the Mackay Statue like Santa Claus in Wolf Pack Colors right before the semester end....oops...that was supposed to be secret!) We all constitute our own Fraternity....and realizing that really lit up my mood.

I am beyond proud and crazy about my school....and look forward to the next two years.

I'll say it: The ladies in the Sororities on campus are wonderful: intelligent, quick witted, and just fabulous to be around. I'm sorry that it didn't work out between us.

My own real fear:

I mean, who in any of these outside orgs are going to want to talk with me about being in college and having fun, and staying up until all hours of the night studying and eating pizza at 3am and trying to get a guy to ask you out? They aren't there now. I'm wondering (and afraid) of having nothing connecting us except for my love of community service. Sure, I'm bright and vivacious and sweet....but I'm just not THERE yet.

Pardon the venting.