Actually...I got ready for class early. I have some time to finish my story!
Day 4.
No phone call. I wasn’t released, but I was ready to release myself. I didn’t want to show up again, but I remember promising my Pi Chi’s I would. I just wanted to be in Glimmer and be done with this whole thing. As I walked to meet my group, I was wondering who was going to ask me back.. My Pi Chi’s handed me my card…Peeta.
Ugh, really? I wanted to leave. Not fall in love again. The Pi Chi’s told us going in that we will probably only be talking to 1 person. Oh great, just 1. This 1 person held my fate on whether or not I was going to withdraw.
Peeta – Once again, I went in with a very CLOSED mind. Like I was rolling my eyes waiting in line because I did not want to be there. All I could think about how great it was going to be to go home. The girl that preffed me, I barely remembered. Wow this was going to be easy to withdraw from. As we kept talking, I finally remembered when I talked to her. The conversation was decent and she was super nice, but my mind was on Glimmer. In a turn of events, another girl sat down and started talking to me. She was extremely sweet, but I still wasn’t convinced. Glimmer bound baby!! Finally, one other girl sat down and I shared my dilemma with her. She basically sealed the deal for me, and I realized oh my gosh, I belong here. I can’t drop out. Their short ritual that I witnessed was absolutely beautiful and had me crying. The sisters were crying themselves. There was no act. Everyone here was genuine. Yes, Peeta isn't the most popular sorority on campus, but at this point I was thinking who cared? I wanted to join a sorority so I could find a sisterhood, not because I wanted to be well-liked among the fraternity boys.
I ranked Peeta as my one and only and prayed that I would not get a phone call releasing me.
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Later that night...
RING RING RING
I was about to enter sleep mode, when I heard my phone ringing. It was 12:30pm. NO. NOT AGAIN.
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