I absolutely hate being alone! I know, that's awful but I do. I can shop alone (only if I know what I want and don't care about other peoples opinions) but that is about it. I've never eaten alone in a restaurant, gone to a movie alone, gone to a bar alone. Hell, I still live with my roomie because I hate living alone. I purposely make plans with people to avoid being alone. And that's not just now that I'm going through some rough stuff.
I'm an only child and spent WAY too much time alone and feeling "left" as a kid. Therefore, I think I'm trying to overcompensate now. I wish I was more independent (which is funny because that is the first word most people use to describe me) when it comes to this stuff...
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