Day 5: 2nd Invite
I am a failure. A total failure. I got cut from over 2/3 of my houses. I got 3 of my bottom and 1 of my low ranks.
I was so ready this morning and so excited. I got all packed and ate breakfast. I walked up calmly to get my schedule. I had 13 houses before, I have to get at least one of my favorites, and I will probably be screwed with another full schedule. I walk up to my Gamma Chi and give her a smile before grabbing my list. When is my lunch break going to be? Hopefully in the middle…house…break dam….house...BREAK??…BREAK!!!...house…ANOTHER BREAK?!?!?!?!?....house! ONLY 4 HOUSES?!?
WHAT THE HELL?? What did I do wrong? Why didn’t they like me? Hold on…they are probably ones I like….Natalie-that was fine I guess…Rebecca? Why do they like me so much?...Crap…Beth again… Ashleigh…fine I guess. But none of my 4. No Jen K? No Lizzie? No Jordan? No Abby? Why?!? SHUT UP. Be positive. I am being optimistic about this. This is good…this will be fine…I can do this. I walk. And walk. I talk to other girls. They are like me. We suck. We check the time. Crap! We run and run.
My Schedule
Natalie: I was really upset before going to this chapter and I wasn’t in the “rush” mood. I got in and was in a daze. I really like them, but I don’t know if I can see myself there. We make journals as our philanthropy craft.
Break: I tried to keep calm. I really did. My hair was messing up. I felt waterworks coming so I ran to a bathroom to dry up the tears before they fell. I had to talk to someone. I called Jig. She helped me calm down and get ready to quit.
Rebecca: This house was better than usual. I had a girl I already met before. It was kind of awkward. We made pillows for this craft. It was really cute, but mine was lumpy and disformed.
Double Break: I checked my phone and saw my friend wanted to get lunch. I went back home to eat. She helped me out. I went to my room and fixed my hair. My roommates were going to go eat lunch so I left with them.
Beth: I really did not want to go back. But I’m glad I did. I talked to some really nice girls and we clicked. We colored an "animal" and glued it to a paper bag. That’s it.
Break: I called my roommates to see where they were. They were going to the lib so I met them up. I left a while later.
Ashleigh: I LOVE this house. I had such a connection with each girl I talked to. First we went inside and sat at a table and made "objects." This girl was in awe by my artistic skill of my summer "job." Then I was curling ribbon with my nail and she thought it was cool. Then she noticed my nails and again was in awe. We then went to watch a video clip. Apparently it was from the movie “Movie,” which apparently I have never seen. I talked about my grandparents. I almost cried about missing my grandma. Then we went upstairs with someone else. The house is so pretty. We talked 3 on 3. It was pretty nice. I ended up sitting next to my roommate’s friend from "town." My person and I connected over math. She had "teacher," too. She got a B+. She told me he looked like "person" from the Simpsons. I was so excited because I couldn’t figure out who he reminded me of. I felt a good accomplishment. Yup! I really liked it and I really want to go back to just this house. Dues: 750, 4300, 360. Pretty good….
I ended up ranking Ashleigh, Rebecca, Natalie, and Beth. Fingers crossed for tomorrow! Wish me luck!
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