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Next night was skit night. I was so excited, at all the parties the night before the girls from the chapters would go on and on about how much fun skit night was and how it was their favorite night when they had gone through. My excitement increased as I saw girls from different chapters running around campus doing last minute things in their costumes.
Once again I couldn’t wait to receive my schedule. I was so sure that I’d be invited back everywhere today. I got my schedule and saw…
Wet N Wild
Rimmel
I couldn’t help it, I started crying. What had I done wrong at Revlon? They had been the only chapter that I had a real conversation with; one that wasn’t just solely about the sorority. There had to be a mistake. There was no reason at all why they should have cut me. At that point I was seriously contemplating just grabbing my stuff and leaving. What was the point of continuing when every time I thought I knew where my home was, they cut me? Was it even worth going to these parties that were never really my favorites and come to a conclusion that I could make one of them a home and risk having the trend continue? Why was I putting myself through this? All my friends from high school and last year kept trying to perpetuate all the stereotypes about sororities and I chose to ignore them because I really wanted to join one. But, my heart kept getting broken by these girls.
But from reading on here I knew that I’d be worse off to drop out than to wait and let them all cut me. So, I dried my tears and made my way to my first party of the night.
I really couldn’t figure out why Wet N Wild kept inviting me back. I had always found conversations just plain awkward with them, but I guess they must have seen something special in me. But, tonight I started to find them a little less awkward. Conversations with the girls was flowing smoothly and two of the girls I talked to found my job this summer really interesting (most people give me grossed out looks) and kept asking me questions about it, which was really important to me since I love medicine and all the weird little things that go along with it. I will admit I was a little disappointed with their skit. It felt forced and awkward and it looked like they didn’t practice it at all. I still wasn’t entirely sure about them though. I loved the fact that they were interested in talking to me about something so close to my heart but I didn’t want to go all the way through with them only to find out that they really were nothing but a group of party girls.
Conversation at Rimmel was more difficult than usual. I was really worn out trying to come up with questions and was thankful when a girl decided to talk my ear off rather than be like “Any questions?” However, I felt completely at ease with them. I wouldn’t say an at home kind of ease, but I didn’t feel as if I really had to impress anybody. Their skit was absolutely adorable! It was full of songs and energy and even if a girl made a mistake it wasn’t so awkwardly and obviously noticeable like any mistakes in Wet N Wild’s were. I did decide to test a few girls in the chapter though. Since I was so impressed at the about of interest I received over something that meant a lot to me at the last party, I decided to bring it up around a few of the girls here. I was very disappointed when it didn’t get past “that’s interesting”. I know it sounds weird and a little gross but I do love to talk about stuff like that. So, I started to second guess if they were really a good fit with me if I couldn’t be myself in that area.
Once again I didn’t have to worry about choosing which chapters to pass on to go to for Pref night. My rankings pretty much had to be…
1.Rimmel
1. Wet N Wild
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Hybrid Mode
