Afraid of getting hurt...

Ladies and gentlemen, I don't mean to steal the spotlight off of Car, but I'm finding myself in the same situation.

I met this guy a few weeks ago through my cousin. At first it was nothing...no attraction...nothing. But after getting to know him better, I started to look forward to his phone calls. I got excited when I knew I was going to see him.

Yesterday morning I left for Maui, and my ride to the airport bailed on me, and my mom was working overtime. Instead of calling a cab, I called him and I hoped that he'd be able to take me. I woke his butt up at 7AM and he was willing to make that trek from the other side of the island. He even took the time out to come and pick me up from the airport.

I ended up falling asleep in his arms last night as we watched Serendipity... I haven't felt this way about anyone since Brady. I really like this guy, but I'm scared. It's been a party since I became single last year and, like Car, I am scared to open myself up to him. I'm afraid of being hurt again...and at the same time I'm afraid to be the one who might hurt him.

I'm not really losing any sleep over this. In fact, I've been sleeping better since I've met him (seriously!)! It just sucks not knowing what to make of what I feel.