Just so you all know... I talked with my Rho Gamma and decided it was best for me to drop at this point so I don't get stuck with a bid if I choose not to accept (becasue then I can't do informal). Soooo, I'm sure I will always have the "what if" feeling just because it's unavoidable but I am confident I am making the right decision for me. It just didn't work out this time around. I had really high hopes for the system but it's not fool-proof and I'm sure with added experience I'll be a little more prepared. I hope everyone doesn't think I'm giving up because I'm bitter or anything. Feel free to PM me if you want a more detailed explanation. I will keep you all updated on COR when I find out more information. I cannot tell you how great it has been to share my story...just to have an outlet and a way to document my rollercoaster ride. I'm confident things will work out in the end...sorority or not.
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