So, we just had Founder's Day, and it turned out I was the only Gamma Chi there. I thought I was pretty secure with the fact my chapter is closed, but I broke down in tears when I was faced with representing my chapter.
It may be because I was on campus on Friday - there are all the other sorority houses, while ours is now privately owned (and run down). It may be that it was because I was the only Gamma Chi there - I don't know. It's just really tough. I love Gamma Phi Beta, and support them 100%, but I did lose my home. I also love my alma mater, and it is like a divorce when your two great loves go their separate ways.