to follow up on earlier post
I guess I am starting to get a little depressed at times. In that for two nights I have had plans with one friend and both nights she has cancelled. Its just frustrating, because it just makes me miss my friends at home even more. I usually am never really depressesd, or if I am I always seem to break out of a funk. I just want to wear a big sign that says "I am new here, please come talk to me." Is that silly?
I am also finding that I am really shy around new people up here, maybe its because I am out of my comfort zone. I went running today and saw this gorgeous boy walk out of his apartment complex preparing to run himself and I wish I had the guts to go over and say hello. It's frustrating when you know noone in a town of 7 million people.
I know things will get better, but it sucks right now.
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