Well this particular thread is about minorities and suicide so I just wanted to share my experience. I responed to what was started. I did not start this forum. It is not really pain to me. The more I talk about it the better I feel about it.
I've made peace with what she did a long time ago. There is nothing I can do about it now except to ask the lord to bless my family everyday. It is out of my hands. No one noticed the signs,she was never ignored. (I can't fix it if I don't know it is broken) meaning I didn't know to get her help if I didn't see a problem.
I was not going to beg her to talk to me about anything.
Pushing her would only make things worse. Maybe those thoughts were in her head a long time but we never knew it. We were not about to ask everyday, do you want to kill yourself honey? That's crazy, but all in all I love my sister and my parents still love her; and nothing anyone says about her is going to make me change my mind.
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