This is my last post before I find out about bids tomorrow morning and I'm extremely nervous...
I'm pretty sure where I want to be but I'm afraid to actually acknowledge it lest I be disappointed

I went to
Izzie's pref today and it was...beautiful. I was honestly moved. I was preffed by the girl who had me in their first party, which made me feel great, that she liked me enough to want me back (at least I can hope that's what it was right??

) Again, I'm not supposed to talk about specifics about the ceremony, but it felt so personal and sincere, I really couldn't keep from tearing up (just a liiiittle bit I promise!) It wasn't too long and drawn out and it didn't feel fake at all. We can go to the greek office tomorrow to find out if we got any bids. Now all that's left is the waiting........
I need someone to help keep me sane because I know I'm going to go stir crazy before 10am tomorrow!