From reading the OP's earlier thread (her experiences in Fall Recruitment) and now this one, my take is that it isn't meant to be for her. From what she's written, twice now her experiences have ended unsatisfactorily, with some odd or unusual circumstances each time.
OP, I sincerely hope that you find other activities in which to get involved.
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"One of the painful things about our time is that those who feel certainty are stupid, and those with any imagination and understanding are filled with doubt and indecision." Bertrand Russell, The Triumph of Stupidity
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