I'm sad

[sairose]

Has anyone else read this thread?

http://forums.greekchat.com/gcforums...threadid=46135

For those who don't know...Im bipolar. Though, I'm on meds and I do quite well, and these days you wouldn't even know I have it. But this thread just kinda solidified some of the insecurities I have, and although it shouldn't get to me, I am totally depressed from it. Which is weird, because I deal with my disorder really well, and it doesn't usually get me down that I have this. But I have soooo many guy friends, and that's cool, and I'm ok with being single, no prob. But...every once in a while, I get weird thoughts, like that the guys I'm interested in don't want to persue anything other than a friendship because I have this condition. Maybe I'm wrong, too. I dunno.

I should also mention that I had to go w/o meds for about a week because they were late coming in, and now my body has to readjust all over again...so I'm a bit moody right now, and being a bit over sensitive.

So, thought I'd come here for some sisterly love. *sigh* I'm so depressed.