[COLOR=blue] hello- ok last night I found out that that I wasn't going to be able to have the little that I wanted out of a pledge class of five- the girl that I got- I voted against during Rush but I got over ruled and they gave her a bid- I'm rush chair and have been a member since early spring- I have recruited probably 12-15 girls for my sorority- even before being rush chair and we were dying off before my pledge class came along. Because of this- I was extremely hurt also, my big is the pledgemom and did this to me b/c apparently i said that I wanted to take her during a formal rush event- basically I'm the example for everyone... also this comes after I had been told by our president that people have been getting really upset with me b/c i started to take over rush this infringed upon others positions- i can understand taht- but it hurt that these people didn't come to me directly- obviously i feel attacked at this point- to make matters worse our alumni (we're local) have been around the house all summer and on weekends helping with the house- they have done an amazing job and we are all grateful- however- one of the alumni has taken it upon herself to basically call me out whenever she deems necessary- which seems to be allll the time- at a meeting she decided to blatenly call me a whore b/c i made a comment with letters on...... soo basically long story short- I am incredibly incredibly upset and am having a hard time with this- possibly thinking abotu dissafiliating... i'm not going to take the little i got b/c i don't think that its fair to her to have a big that probably won't treat her the same- and i know that i am better than that and can do a much better job- and i'd rather give her someone else that will help her.... ultimately- am i over reacting? I feel like if i can't trust them- then what is the point and i'm always doing something wrong in their eyes... what do you think? i just had to get this off my chest-
thanks
really upset
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