Please pray for me
Dear Sorors and SF's,
I am requesting prayer from you today. On October 2nd my grandmother lost her life to cancer. On Oct. 2nd she turned 85 years old and on that day she was called home. While I am a very spiritual and grounded person, I am having a very hard time dealing with my loss. My grandmother practically raised me from the moment her eyes met mine until the day she passed. The hard thing is seeing my 10 year old son go through his emotional ups and downs. I 've tried very hard to not cry in front of him so as to be a rock for him to lean on instead of a pillow. Once he sees me crying it's all over.
I am trying not to be selfish and think of myself and my needs but it's hard not to. So many questions have gone through my mind like why our Creator coudn't have made her well instead of taking her meanwhile understanding that when it is your turn to go, it's your turn. Realizing also that there is a reason for all our Creator does and realizing that our stay here is not a permanent one it's just so DARN hard. SIGH!!!!!!
Please pray for me that through this difficult time somehow my family and I find the healing and divine guidance necessary to move on the way my grandmother would have wanted us to do.
PrettyNPearls
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