Everyone is being very kind to you and giving you good advice. I hope it is helpful.
Personally, I'd like to give you a good swift kick in the bum for being sulky/rude/non responsive in parties because you don't want to be there/don't like the girls/don't want to be invited back. But it seems you are wrestling with that, so good for you! Negativity generates negativity and recruitment is stressful for everyone involved. Try to find some good in each group-- they have seen good in you and are extending hospitality to you and perhaps an offer of lifetime sisterhood. Take care of yourself! I hope you find your home.
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