Does anyone else have regrets joining?

[AnotherKD]

This may have been asked already, but I am curious...

Is there anyone else out there that has regrets about joining their chapter? I joined a chapter and stuck with it throughout college, but I never felt like it was really the house for me. I always thought that I made the wrong choice during pref and should have been in a different house. Yes, they may not have chosen me (I guess I'll never know), but I always wonder "what if". After graduating and up until now (twelve years on), there is only one person from the house I would consider a true friend. Once I got a big, she decided to drop me and it was hard to find another that would allow me into her "family". I tried to stay involved through being a chapter officer for three of the years and it still just did not feel like home. I am glad I'm part of the greek system as a whole, but I still have regrets that I chose that specific chapter almost thirteen years later. Anyone else feel this way?