I was in a whirlwind during rush week and ended up blind when going through it all. I looked into NALFO groups and I had 2 as a choice but I got swept up with the sorority im in because I was pumped with alot of stuff that seemed great, but now that i'm sitting here I should have waited to go further with those 2 choices instead of going to one informational for both. I felt I was in the right place but I realize i'm not. I thought i would have to just readjust but the house im in is not my house. I am not unloyal it is just in all not right for me. Its just been a big thought in my mind about being in a NALFO group. I really look at it and I see that is where I belong, but I feel I screwed myself over with my impatiences and the appeal of the house I joined. I don't really fit in with the NPC/IFC crowds and I just feel so wrong being here.
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