Okay, I have been absent for a while and have to come back to my block with some isht like this...GET A LIFE dude. While your intent is understandable, your route to get there is going to get you to a dead end. You will end up always being a spectator. I fully understand and appreciate your desire to be accepted into this Noble Klan of Achieving Gentlemen, but everybody who knocks at your door, doesn't deserve to come in your house. Just a word to the wise (assuming you are just that--wise), change the screen name, and wait patiently. If it is to be it will come. You can never rush a piece of coal into a diamond--that's what makes them valuable!