Loved ones you Miss

[ZTABunny]

I thought I would start a thread about missed loved ones. If you could say anything to them if they were sitting next to you right now what would it be?
Jenenne-- I miss you girl!! I miss all our trips to the bookstore and our dinners at TGIFridays. I miss laughing at ourselves until we were literally crying! I miss watching the Real World together and making fun of the stupid people that were picked. I really wish you had not moved to Florida but I am content knowing that you are happy there. I am so happy that you found an awesome man to share your life with! No one deserves it more than you. I miss your parents! They rock! I will never forget seeing your Mom drunk outside of Hooters in Jacksonville!! "Windshield Wipers!!" I can not wait to see you in December!! No matter where life takes us we have ALWAYS stayed BEST friends and that will never change! I love you like a sister because you are a sister to me. (Don't forget I am older by 1 minute and 9 seconds!!) I love you and miss you!
David-- I miss you so much that it hurts. I miss holding your hand in the car, snuggling on the couch watching tv, putting my head on your shoulder at the movies, cooking dinner with you, running thorugh our apartment away from you because you were "helping" me put on my pjs, hearing you say i love you and goodnight, our morning hugs before you left for the hospital, your voice on the phone, rubbing the back of your neck in the car, our awesome road trip last summer, couple time, your ears, our trips to the bookstore, our dinners out, etc., etc., etc., --and many more things that would take days to list. I am sorry we broke up, more than you will ever know because it was my fault. I love you so much and never meant to hurt you but that is exactly what I ended up doing. I waited since I was 14 years old for you to find me. You know I would never hurt you on purpose. I am so proud of everything you have accomplished!! You are intelligent, strong, kind-hearted, funny, handsome--everything I was looking for in a soulmate. You often told me that you were shocked when you asked me out and I said yes. But I was shocked everyday that someone like you asked someone like me out. I was blessed everyday to have you in my life. I waited so long for us and I will wait for us again. You know we were brought together by Fate for a reason, you said so yourself many times. I miss you, I miss us!! I miss my monkeyboy!! I wish we could start over again and have a new beginning! You are my life and my home and I want to come home.....

[AlphaSigLana]

To my nephew: i miss you so much sweetie. I'm sure that you are going to betalking so much when i come home. I will never let anyone hurt you. just remember that your auntie will always be here to give you a hug and though you won't see me until Dec. you are in my heart!! You're my lil love bug!!!
To my Grandpa: losing you was very hard on me. I feel so privelaged that I had such a great relationship with you and Grandma. You touched so many lives. I hope that i can be as accepting of people as you are! i hope you are telling a lot of norwegian jokes in heaven! WE miss you!

[Optimist Prime]

I miss Leah, the first love ever for me. I think of you everday. I know your parents hated me, or us or whatever but I really think taht now, all these years later, there might be chance. I thought I saw you about a year ago. You looked happy so I didn't want to intrude. I was the sweaty tired guy on the corner, head between my knees, dreaming of your long curly hair.

[Hootie]

My brother!
I haven't been able to really sit down and talk to him in a while. He's so busy with school and seeing his friends when he comes home. I miss him a lot and think about him all the time. I hope he knows how proud I am of him and how much he's accomplished.

My cousin Mike!
I miss talking to you and turing to you for advice. He lives miles and miles away and is now going to join Americorp in New York. Hopefully I'd be able to visit him (I've never been to the Big Apple).

My friends in Austin!
The few friends I did have...they helped me through SO much crapola! I was so blessed to have them in my life. I only wish I could see them again, but I know that going down to Austin wouldn't be a wise choice. Who knows. Perhaps in a few years I'll have the courage to go back and see them!

My Grandparents!
I haven't seen them in a while. I love them to death! They are the best people I know and are a wonderful example of life-long committment. I can only hope to someday find someone that makes me happy and stay with them as long as they have been together!

Kate!
LOL. I miss talking to ya! Our work schedules are so conflicting, but I think about ya and am greatful for our friendship...even if we have never met! You too helped me through a ton!

[DigitalAngel126]

Jeanine - - You're my absolute best friend in the world, and I only get to see you once a year if I'm lucky. I love you so much and I can't wait to see you again...My life would be so different without you in it.

Ryan Wert - - I've only known you for a short time, yet I feel like we've been best buds for years...I hardly ever talked to you any more ever since I moved and there was drama in our social circle, but I just want to hear your voice more than anything in the world right now - - you always know how to cheer me up on nights like tonight.

Grant - - To you I confess my undying infatuation, I wish I had the balls to say it to you in real life. You know how I feel to an extent, but not seeing you on a daily basis any more kills me, and I miss you more than I ever thought I would.. Here's to moving to NYC together and getting a hot tub in our apartment...

My dad - - As much trouble as you give me when I'm home, I miss you so much when I'm gone.. I've always been daddy's little girl, and always will be...The only man in my life that can bring me to tears in one breath and have me on the highest cloud in the next.

Ryan Bettinger - - Lots of trials and tribulations since I met you in fourth grade. I forgot your birthday for the first time ever this year, and it was your 21st... I haven't talked to you yet, and I miss you.. I can't wait to see you when I come home

Ryan Lee (Lot's of Ryan's in my life...ugh) - - I still go through my yearbooks and see you loving me. The kind of relationship we had is not something I'll soon forget, even though it was three years ago, and even though I can't bear to see your face any more (Sounds harsh..I know...)

My mom - - I love you so much and I wish we were closer (relationship-wise and geographically)...We were so close when I was younger and we've drifted so much...But I love you.

and last but not least- -

Dominc, Ray, and Mike - - My three brothers that I've never met. Blood is blood even though I was adopted. You guys are great and I can't wait to meet you and see the childhood memories I grew up with out.


Ok, nostalgiac and sad...need to go to bed now.