James, chill main, I am one of the few that understand you!
Damn, that is a scarry thing aint it!
Whats doin Dude? Yep I can get in that frame of head also. But I drink and go on to the next day and work and do all over again! Hell I am so boring, I almost cant stand me!
Well as I always say " If Wishes Were Chicken Shit, I would Have a Coop Full"